The Eternal Ramblings of a Conflicting Mind

新加坡的全名是 Republic of Singapore 新加坡共和國。“共和”的意義，是民主，自由，平等。“共和”的精神是”人人為我，我為人人“。  穿白衣，並不代表內心不晦暗。看著那群白衫白褲的“官”，終日以“道”自居，利益當前，還是犧牲了土生土長的老百姓。 看看孫中山，用 “中山裝”講“共和”，讓那些躲在“行政權”背後的那些白衣人，看起來就像一幫小丑，自導自演的排著一齣戲劇。 知道什麼是“直接民權“嗎？ “直接民權“ 是普通民眾都有權參政、議政。看看吧！如果做不到，就把”共和“兩個字拿掉。 ”為民“，”為國“－ 這些“共和”的意義，你們這些英校生的”官“，應該都不懂吧？

斯人何时知吾意？哀吾刻刻思其人。夜来鸟鸣声声泣，翌日登台仍是秋。 ~ 黄宛靈•2012年•夏

就在那金門大橋的冬天，我的心賦予了遙不可及的恋人… 默默祈禱，那回眸一笑，永留我心。

吾心所致，於尔。其身所不由、其心不随，哀矣。吾不忘，那一瞬亲昵、那一笑回眸。尔可知否，尔可知否……

I wish for a time When the leaves were greener I wish for a time When winds blew softer I wish for a time When I did not have to answer to the call But life beckons. I answer And I knew not what.

Think, because it makes sense of the world. Live, because anything lesser is immaterial. Learn, because knowledge makes anyone a better person. Drink, because intoxication releases us from restraints. Eat, because food food enriches our spirit. Love, because we live to experience the best in life.

Today, I feel I have aged. The wine flows freely still And the music seeps into the windless night. Today, I feel I am sad. The mood is joyous And the chatter sweetly lingers. Today, I feel I am glad. The heart lingers And the pain gently reminds. I yearn, but I am also at peace. The lark calls but silence remains.

Erect in a sea of nameless faces I stand in quiet repose. Reaching for solace Receiving only hapless yearning. Defiant in the roar of endless chatter I dream of rising Venus. Longing for respite Hoping for quiet forgetting. Absence knows no mercy 3 April 2012, 02:13

I see you, and yet I do not see you. A wisp of spring both Defiant and radiant Moving across the mind Like images tumbling along     a brook and fades. I hear you, and I yet I do not hear you. An instance of playful words both Childlike and alluring Spoken as with the moving sun Rising from the darkness of the night. I love you, and yet I cannot love you. 10 March 2012, 02:30 (+8 GMT) 30,000 feet above sea level

We choose to be happy We choose to be sad. We ignore the signs of danger We ignore the nature of malice. We live to learn from mistakes We live to learn joy. We laugh about mistakes We laugh about blissful joy. Fortitude to forgive Fortitude to love. Courage to fail Courage to enjoy.

倾我心，无所惧。 捍我诚，无所畏。 望伊人，忆相思。

「Miss」，同一个单词，既是「想念」，也是「错过」。在我最想念你的时候，我才发觉我错过了你…

念妳。因胸口的痛太無意。 念妳。正是心頭不想失去。 念妳。希望生活多點美麗。 念妳。在擾人深夜想起妳。

Tenderly, we walk Brisk, fast. The cold eating into the skin        Hands in pockets        Heart in mouth. Warmth              of a touch,              a soft word.              lightly the bodies collide.              the clothes dissolve away              into the minds.              Left only                            Love & Desire. 14 January 2012, 5:20pm (on a plane from) San Francisco