The Eternal Ramblings of a Conflicting Mind

I'm not so much a believer of astrology. But I do find some elements of the 'study' rather interesting. And for the life of me, I don't understand what's been going on in the month of July. Reading the monthly forecast on one of the few astrology website that I've been following, I found out about the major solar eclipse happening on 21 July. According to the forecast, it was going to be an eventful day, where effects of the eclipse will lend a long and heavy hand to the rest of my 10 years of life. And what a load of cr*p. July had proven itself to be the worst month of the year for me. I suffered much in ill health, and even more in work life. Never had such pent up anger in me for a long, long time. It was one of those pet peaves of mine: I can tolerate arrogance (if the person had the intelligence or the cleverness to be arrogant), I can stand sly (if the person had the skills to be a consumate wheeler dealer). I simply cannot endure stupidity , especiall

I often wonder what it'd be like working for nobody. By that, of course I meant working still, but not as an employee. Be your own boss, so as to speak. A friend of mine told me off the other day: "you complain so much about your bosses. Be your own boss first, and then comment la." He does have a point. Never done that before. My rants have always been about unfair treatment . Of course, this is entirely by my own subjective perspective. Hell, it is something to consider, isn't it?

It's extraordinary... I had hoped I would not be ranting for a long time. But here it is again. Disappointment is a strange thing. You'd think that because you have worked with fair-minded and rational people for 6 months, you will continue to enjoy that same level of respect and understanding. But things sometimes do not go according to one's wishes nor intentions. Disappointment drops by for a visit once again. It's official ... It still is and will continue to be a boys' club. Really doesn't matter even if one of the principles is female. If camaraderie exists, I believe it exists in the male species, exclusively.