The Eternal Ramblings of a Conflicting Mind

 今天的黎明 意外地夢見了妳 夢裏的種種 是醒時不能的甜蜜 原來閒聊與笑聲之間 有著讓我心醉的期許 醒來身旁橘貓眼神 彷彿提醒著我 夢外 還是得如以往一樣過去 Circa Dec-2019

人生本來就是一齣戲。演完一場之後，還有下一場。懂你的人，不會「看戲」。因為他要看的是真實的你。喜歡看你演出的的人，要的是你那努力不懈的表演。付了門票的人，絕對有權利要求你傾力演出。演戲的人盡責，看戲的人開心。「演員」的朋友，也應該明白：他的朋友，是 「 演員 」 背後真實的「你」。

Silence How does one interpret the absence of sound? The fall of a feather, The sudden pain The slow draining away of life and spirit. The thirst for love. Passion What makes the river flow? Hope for another trigger to the senses And the promise of a song Lost in the wind and forever buried in the sands if silence. Wong Wan Ling, 20 February 2004, 10:15 PM Add caption

The Ocean at the End of the Lane by Neil Gaiman My rating: 3 of 5 stars I cannot quite describe how I felt after reading this. This is one of those books that intrigued, baffled, and annoyed me (because I could not make out how I felt about them). The story is dark, horrifying and amazing at the same time. You can never tell if the events really happened, or the boy has them all in his head. There are more questions than answers, but you are not so desperate to know what they are. One seems resigned to leave the story as-is at the end and quite content to move on. I can only say that it makes me want to read his other non-graphic novel works. I'm pretty certain it will lead me to the Ocean in my Toilet or The Rabbit Hole in my HDB Carpark . View all my reviews

The very thought of your voice Reminds me of the quiet murmur of slow jazz Drifting across the sea of faces Arriving to my ear Waking my senses. The very thought of your smile Shocks me with the tenderness of chiffon dresses Gliding through the scent of summer Tugging my very heartstrings Refreshing my soul. The very thought of your gait Rouses me from the revelry of sweet wine Moving into the shadow of night Haunting my consciousness Breaking my heart. The very thought of you Is beautiful, Is loving. Is lonesome, Is agony. The very thought of you Tells me not to think about you. 3 Aug 2013. 1:58 PM

人说‘四十不惑’。是真的吗？我不知道我是不是不惑。但是我知道，我对好些的事情，看得轻了一些，对一些事情，开始释然。我不知道‘顿悟’是什么感觉；但是我很希望我有生之年可以感受一下。活着，不一定要轰轰烈烈。活得值得，不一定就需要舍己成仁。中年四十……我们需背负上一代对我们的期许，和对下一代的责任。重担累累。不容易啊！我们大家默默加油吧！

新加坡的全名是 Republic of Singapore 新加坡共和國。“共和”的意義，是民主，自由，平等。“共和”的精神是”人人為我，我為人人“。  穿白衣，並不代表內心不晦暗。看著那群白衫白褲的“官”，終日以“道”自居，利益當前，還是犧牲了土生土長的老百姓。 看看孫中山，用 “中山裝”講“共和”，讓那些躲在“行政權”背後的那些白衣人，看起來就像一幫小丑，自導自演的排著一齣戲劇。 知道什麼是“直接民權“嗎？ “直接民權“ 是普通民眾都有權參政、議政。看看吧！如果做不到，就把”共和“兩個字拿掉。 ”為民“，”為國“－ 這些“共和”的意義，你們這些英校生的”官“，應該都不懂吧？

斯人何时知吾意？哀吾刻刻思其人。夜来鸟鸣声声泣，翌日登台仍是秋。 ~ 黄宛靈•2012年•夏

就在那金門大橋的冬天，我的心賦予了遙不可及的恋人… 默默祈禱，那回眸一笑，永留我心。

吾心所致，於尔。其身所不由、其心不随，哀矣。吾不忘，那一瞬亲昵、那一笑回眸。尔可知否，尔可知否……

I wish for a time When the leaves were greener I wish for a time When winds blew softer I wish for a time When I did not have to answer to the call But life beckons. I answer And I knew not what.

Think, because it makes sense of the world. Live, because anything lesser is immaterial. Learn, because knowledge makes anyone a better person. Drink, because intoxication releases us from restraints. Eat, because food food enriches our spirit. Love, because we live to experience the best in life.

Today, I feel I have aged. The wine flows freely still And the music seeps into the windless night. Today, I feel I am sad. The mood is joyous And the chatter sweetly lingers. Today, I feel I am glad. The heart lingers And the pain gently reminds. I yearn, but I am also at peace. The lark calls but silence remains.

Erect in a sea of nameless faces I stand in quiet repose. Reaching for solace Receiving only hapless yearning. Defiant in the roar of endless chatter I dream of rising Venus. Longing for respite Hoping for quiet forgetting. Absence knows no mercy 3 April 2012, 02:13

I see you, and yet I do not see you. A wisp of spring both Defiant and radiant Moving across the mind Like images tumbling along     a brook and fades. I hear you, and I yet I do not hear you. An instance of playful words both Childlike and alluring Spoken as with the moving sun Rising from the darkness of the night. I love you, and yet I cannot love you. 10 March 2012, 02:30 (+8 GMT) 30,000 feet above sea level

We choose to be happy We choose to be sad. We ignore the signs of danger We ignore the nature of malice. We live to learn from mistakes We live to learn joy. We laugh about mistakes We laugh about blissful joy. Fortitude to forgive Fortitude to love. Courage to fail Courage to enjoy.

倾我心，无所惧。 捍我诚，无所畏。 望伊人，忆相思。

「Miss」，同一个单词，既是「想念」，也是「错过」。在我最想念你的时候，我才发觉我错过了你…

念妳。因胸口的痛太無意。 念妳。正是心頭不想失去。 念妳。希望生活多點美麗。 念妳。在擾人深夜想起妳。